Random thought

See the photograph closely.. as such nothing is unusual .. hostel room is all messed up ...rastogi in tension behind shubham, except i am studying and Prem chopra(urf Shubham) ready to attack... U look so manly dude, r u actually?? ;-).

Fear of loss

Those who can learn the trick of transcending the fear of loss, would find the courage to enjoy that which they love most while they still retain it. What is needed, rather than running away or controlling or suppressing or any other resistance, is understanding fear; that means, watch it, learn about it, come directly into contact with it. We are to learn about fear, not how to escape from it.

You can conquer almost any fear if you will only make up your mind to do so. For remember, fear doesn’t exist anywhere except in the mind.

My 2 cents !

When I walk down the rainy road,with you by my side..
When I feel the cold breeze,in your cozy hug..

When I sleep by your side & feel the safest..
When I dine with you & it all tastes heaven..

When I can still hear you when you are not there..
When I think about you & smile like a fool..

When I look into your eyes & feel all yours..

When I try to rhyme poems like these..

It is when I know..that life is more beautiful than a dream !

---
AH

MISSIN HOME @ DELOITTE HYDERABAD

In a month long(actually short) holidays first at my grandma's place in ujjain where i had the most fun and d most memorable moments of my life. As i was sure i will never enjoy wid my cousins d way i did becoz i knew i will be going for d job and one hardly gets time to go back to their families once d work starts. I went to Indore met a few old friends and had many memorable moments. Then i went to Ratlam( to meet nani , mama ) had fun. Then finally went to beas , distt. Amritsar .

Here is d scene ...

As soon as i entered d house ...mom checked me out and said " bahut patla ho gaya hai " and my father was like " wht d hell .... tujhe to khush hona chahiye " .... my mom replied " aapko to ghar par sab kuch milta hai isliye aise ho". And they started fighting. The person for whom they shud be concerned about was sitting and watching d fight.

I was wid my mom & dad for 15 days and their was some 1000 times fight btw mom and dad regarding my weight .... it was really fun watching them fight for such small reasons... and d worst part is they fight regarding my weight on phone...and they get so into it tht they actually have forgotten many a times tht someone( thts me ) is on phone wid them.

I really miss both of them when i get even 1 min to think about those moments. Hyderabad is really a nice place ....although a bit congested... bt its an awesome place wid awesome telgu people...they really are kind hearted , soft spoken , havin a lot of patience.... The very next day after i came here i had veg biryani ( which is famous all over india), and believe u me it is the best.
Tommorow is the big day . I will be joining for work for the first time in my life. Hope it goes the best. very sleepy right now .

KAPPAD MOMENTS

Just for a change from the burdensome monotonous engineering schedule( believe u me 1 or 2 hr class for a day is really hectic and that too 11 o' clock in d morning).
Vege out at such a serene world is really what one would want to go for. Keeping all the tension rocked baggages of life behind and taking a walk to remove d left sand on d shoes, which you know will again be their, but their is no other better job to do , is the most i would want to do for a change.








But if you have friends like this ....the hell who cares about the quality time wid oneself. I had one of the best day of my life...
with my friends at KAPPAD beach. The best part was it felt like we totally were into fun among ourselves(may be because of two reasons, the first was becoz of the obvious reason as here the term bird watching cannot be used. And secondly may be we didn't need that term as juciy (shubham) was there wid us.)









"Partha(in black) i dont have money, buy me a mazza" ...thats what this beggar, in the left said.
He is our N-baba(non sense or no sense). Always gritting his gapped teeths in front of me and partha.(as we always put him on fire)

Enjoying water as if he hasn't taken bath for months (which really is true ,although his room is next to the bathroom).

Anyone who is interested in donating money for his mental and physical treatment can contact me .

He is the only creature on earth who tries to search the lens of the camera ...when someone is taking his photograph ...and that too without his spects.

Mr K and L baba ...small guy ....he is a real pain for kunal. He jumped on kunal for bashing him .. but unfortunately landed up hurting himself..

I will suggest this little rabbit who is a rat for kunal.....that see your size and then go for a fight.

He is my 2nd project guide...with all qualifications and qualities inherited from my 1st guide.



Mr J baba , he is not so shy ....he was actually our baywatch babe their(he asked me to keep d baywatch photo session confidential) with me and his other bf's(best frns)..

Kunal and Naveen two of his bf's were constantly admiring his unusually coaxing activities... his white and blue combo was a perfect baywatch look... He was enjoyin every moment their with them.





This is M-BABA(abhishek kumar singh)...at its best . The only person in this world who looks for a spirit's world chicks( chudel). He waits for them near his window. The best part is age is no barrier for him...

He claims that he started having interest in these chicks when kunal shared his interest and experience with them.






This is Train(Naveen) sitting behind me.. waving his hand as he is posing himself in femina miss india contest. He is having a real macho body ...but his talk ,walk and gestures are no less than a tom gal.

He always tries to pull my leg ..but end up falling in his own trap ... he is really a gentle and a man(which juciy claims...i am nt sure abt it) ....






We had a very good day out ... came back to our college after having a nice dinner and wil soon be going for one last trip ....all together... I wil miss thm all ....time i spent wid thm ....all good and bad things .....
Shubham is really a nice chap .... anyone can share any damn thing wid him ... he is very much supporting kinda person.... unlike partha .....but partha has a good sense of humor ...CARTOON NETWORK and ALL INDIA RADIO ... Abhishek is personally very good and kind .... He loves his world and enjoys it at its best.... Kunal is really a sweet person ....though he sometimes get angry bt behind this angry face ...he is havin a very soft heart and nature..... Naveen is very gentle and soft nature person and kind to everyone ....

YOU & ONLY YOURS

i see someone, i see u
i touch something, i feel u
i walk somewhere, by my side its u
i open d door,praying its u

i sleep, d dreams r urs
i wake up, d first thought is urs
i close my eyes, every gesture is urs
i open my eyes, my whole world is urs

i talk something, d words r urs
i think something,d thoughts r urs
i look into u my mirror, d image is urs
i want to love u forever, d call is urs

A LOOK

A look into your eyes,shows d most beautiful ahead
A look at your lips ,shows d happiness to lead
A look onto your face,shows everything is best ahead
A look at u , makes me as numb as dead

I look at the way she talks nonstop
Its just starting of a long hop
I look at the smile that pops
after every thought that she drops
I look at her astound face
cant stop myself , to embrace
I look at her addled smile
thats when i want to make her mine

I look at the way she enjoys my touch
with her i will have the best brunch
I look at her ways of cajoling
which makes me keep dreaming
I look at the way she loves me
makes me feel vunerable when she miss me
I look at you ...my most beautiful mirror
see myself in you, my lover

Recession Ending Signs

Economists predict that recession could last upto 2010 with unemployment growing to 10%. The early signs of crisis ending and that consumer and business confidence coming back is the slowing of the downturn.

February job losses have significantly reduced with respect to the predicted score. Thanks to the stimulus package and slight increase in consumption. The sign seems to be positive but cannot be made sure that it will sustain.

S&P 500 to trade flat for 3 months will show that investors are more at ease with economy. While with the spikes , a rally probably wont be sustained.

Car manufacturers experiencing a 45% monthly drop compared to last year. It may take a year or two to settle those figures to 10-20%. But instead if it reaches 25-30% drop it will be a tiptoe by investors back in market.

China’s GDP should sustain to a minimum of 6% which will give a hope of inexpensive goods consumption not being dried up.

The government investment in banks should drop to a considerable level of say a rate $100 billion a month and also reduction in the big bailouts.

Pasta is a cheap meal and its revenue surged 43% now the decline in its revenue will surely be a positive indication.

1. http://www.time.com/time/business/article/0,8599,1882737,00.html

2. http://www.businessweek.com/bwdaily/dnflash/content/mar2009/db2009036_138924 .htm?chan=top+news_top+news+index+-+temp_news+%2B+analysis

3.http://www.time.com/time/specials/packages/article/0,28804,1876737_1876735_1876702,00.html

FOR HER

Its not just how she looks
I don't care how she cooks
Its not just i want to hook
she on every page of my life book

I am not one of the crooks

she is the limit of my brook
with her i am off the hook
and i know without me she is on the hook

LIKE A SEASON

Its not the words that can phrase.
The most beautiful, i ever had a gaze.
Its not just a craze.
The everlasting memories i just can't erase.

She is the chilly morning breeze.
She is the one seeing whom i freeze.
laying on maple leave , is the soothing dew of december.
hardly her gesture ,which i dont remember.

She is the summer of may.
Her warmth has everything to say.
beautiful moments which we had everyday.
To bring back i can bet my life to pay.

queen of the springs,enjoying her i see
sitting in the middle of the autumn trees
Its so cold with the autumns still on the hold.

with no sun above i am stuck in the haunting hole.