Intentional Thought

i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT THIS PIC.

shubham grow up man....

You look awesome " man ".















How you got placed in GS, man??

You still the same ...or changed .. by the way i am wondering how can NY people work with such a mess.

Anyways i miss having food with you guys... (perheps must be becoz i have to share food with other friends here in hyderabad)...










This creature(Abhishek kumar singh) has disappeared since the last time he said a sentimental 'goodbye' , when he was diembarking the last college to home train journey...

Dude you said you will call me and you disappeared .. how mean ??
i sound like a used person and that too a gal....??

Again ASMA TOWER(MEZABAN) ... i miss it ... by the way can anyone say who was there at that moment , whose hand is this??

FUNDE-BAAZ ... At least you should have kept aside your stupid fundas when someone was clicking .
And you Shubham(in blue t-shirt) 'u fell in love with partha (not washed light green t-shirt)or what ' .... gosh stop staring at him like that..
Abhishek(blue shirt) and niraj(black t-shirt) ..why were you(abhishek) looking at niraj like that .. did he again mock you??
Actually only partha and shubham were interested in what partha was talking about.



NO.1 FUNDE-BAAZ(Rishav)... This guy actually asked me to click this photo .. so that he can show his friends in his village somewhere in the some forest(where people don't know shankar ehsan loy) that he had nice time with shankar.

Never trust him on anything ... even if he comes for water ... let him die thirsty... but don't give him...
Heads up for those who think of having food with him.... don't share food with him.... he will eat you alive....



Anyways guys i miss every moment we shared together.... i miss those birthday treats in which no one was ready to pay a single penny for the cake (but still before the end of the day we used to manage to get a cake for the birthday boy...) and everyone wanted the largest piece..
This was the last birthday we celebrated together .. (Rishav's birthday)...
Kunal fighting with shubham ... kicking him out of his room and even after 100th kick shubham used to come back with his peculiar expression(kunal mimic's it better than anyone)...
Rishav had water cooler close to his room on first floor ..still he used to drink from my room on ground floor (jst becoz he dint have a bottle)... Banging my window pane .. when he(rishav) used to know it annoys me a lot ...
Having Kurkure with abhishek in mini canteen and playing AOE ...
And partha, my major project partner,the amazing major project last days... i don't know what output were we supposed to get... but our project guide wanted the solar auto to run, which never happened, we gave some hi-fi presentation and we escaped....

Wish those days come back and we can enjoy them again ....not even changing a single moment....

Random thought

See the photograph closely.. as such nothing is unusual .. hostel room is all messed up ...rastogi in tension behind shubham, except i am studying and Prem chopra(urf Shubham) ready to attack... U look so manly dude, r u actually?? ;-).

Fear of loss

Those who can learn the trick of transcending the fear of loss, would find the courage to enjoy that which they love most while they still retain it. What is needed, rather than running away or controlling or suppressing or any other resistance, is understanding fear; that means, watch it, learn about it, come directly into contact with it. We are to learn about fear, not how to escape from it.

You can conquer almost any fear if you will only make up your mind to do so. For remember, fear doesn’t exist anywhere except in the mind.

My 2 cents !

When I walk down the rainy road,with you by my side..
When I feel the cold breeze,in your cozy hug..

When I sleep by your side & feel the safest..
When I dine with you & it all tastes heaven..

When I can still hear you when you are not there..
When I think about you & smile like a fool..

When I look into your eyes & feel all yours..

When I try to rhyme poems like these..

It is when I know..that life is more beautiful than a dream !

---
AH

MISSIN HOME @ DELOITTE HYDERABAD

In a month long(actually short) holidays first at my grandma's place in ujjain where i had the most fun and d most memorable moments of my life. As i was sure i will never enjoy wid my cousins d way i did becoz i knew i will be going for d job and one hardly gets time to go back to their families once d work starts. I went to Indore met a few old friends and had many memorable moments. Then i went to Ratlam( to meet nani , mama ) had fun. Then finally went to beas , distt. Amritsar .

Here is d scene ...

As soon as i entered d house ...mom checked me out and said " bahut patla ho gaya hai " and my father was like " wht d hell .... tujhe to khush hona chahiye " .... my mom replied " aapko to ghar par sab kuch milta hai isliye aise ho". And they started fighting. The person for whom they shud be concerned about was sitting and watching d fight.

I was wid my mom & dad for 15 days and their was some 1000 times fight btw mom and dad regarding my weight .... it was really fun watching them fight for such small reasons... and d worst part is they fight regarding my weight on phone...and they get so into it tht they actually have forgotten many a times tht someone( thts me ) is on phone wid them.

I really miss both of them when i get even 1 min to think about those moments. Hyderabad is really a nice place ....although a bit congested... bt its an awesome place wid awesome telgu people...they really are kind hearted , soft spoken , havin a lot of patience.... The very next day after i came here i had veg biryani ( which is famous all over india), and believe u me it is the best.
Tommorow is the big day . I will be joining for work for the first time in my life. Hope it goes the best. very sleepy right now .

KAPPAD MOMENTS

Just for a change from the burdensome monotonous engineering schedule( believe u me 1 or 2 hr class for a day is really hectic and that too 11 o' clock in d morning).
Vege out at such a serene world is really what one would want to go for. Keeping all the tension rocked baggages of life behind and taking a walk to remove d left sand on d shoes, which you know will again be their, but their is no other better job to do , is the most i would want to do for a change.








But if you have friends like this ....the hell who cares about the quality time wid oneself. I had one of the best day of my life...
with my friends at KAPPAD beach. The best part was it felt like we totally were into fun among ourselves(may be because of two reasons, the first was becoz of the obvious reason as here the term bird watching cannot be used. And secondly may be we didn't need that term as juciy (shubham) was there wid us.)









"Partha(in black) i dont have money, buy me a mazza" ...thats what this beggar, in the left said.
He is our N-baba(non sense or no sense). Always gritting his gapped teeths in front of me and partha.(as we always put him on fire)

Enjoying water as if he hasn't taken bath for months (which really is true ,although his room is next to the bathroom).

Anyone who is interested in donating money for his mental and physical treatment can contact me .

He is the only creature on earth who tries to search the lens of the camera ...when someone is taking his photograph ...and that too without his spects.

Mr K and L baba ...small guy ....he is a real pain for kunal. He jumped on kunal for bashing him .. but unfortunately landed up hurting himself..

I will suggest this little rabbit who is a rat for kunal.....that see your size and then go for a fight.

He is my 2nd project guide...with all qualifications and qualities inherited from my 1st guide.



Mr J baba , he is not so shy ....he was actually our baywatch babe their(he asked me to keep d baywatch photo session confidential) with me and his other bf's(best frns)..

Kunal and Naveen two of his bf's were constantly admiring his unusually coaxing activities... his white and blue combo was a perfect baywatch look... He was enjoyin every moment their with them.





This is M-BABA(abhishek kumar singh)...at its best . The only person in this world who looks for a spirit's world chicks( chudel). He waits for them near his window. The best part is age is no barrier for him...

He claims that he started having interest in these chicks when kunal shared his interest and experience with them.






This is Train(Naveen) sitting behind me.. waving his hand as he is posing himself in femina miss india contest. He is having a real macho body ...but his talk ,walk and gestures are no less than a tom gal.

He always tries to pull my leg ..but end up falling in his own trap ... he is really a gentle and a man(which juciy claims...i am nt sure abt it) ....






We had a very good day out ... came back to our college after having a nice dinner and wil soon be going for one last trip ....all together... I wil miss thm all ....time i spent wid thm ....all good and bad things .....
Shubham is really a nice chap .... anyone can share any damn thing wid him ... he is very much supporting kinda person.... unlike partha .....but partha has a good sense of humor ...CARTOON NETWORK and ALL INDIA RADIO ... Abhishek is personally very good and kind .... He loves his world and enjoys it at its best.... Kunal is really a sweet person ....though he sometimes get angry bt behind this angry face ...he is havin a very soft heart and nature..... Naveen is very gentle and soft nature person and kind to everyone ....

YOU & ONLY YOURS

i see someone, i see u
i touch something, i feel u
i walk somewhere, by my side its u
i open d door,praying its u

i sleep, d dreams r urs
i wake up, d first thought is urs
i close my eyes, every gesture is urs
i open my eyes, my whole world is urs

i talk something, d words r urs
i think something,d thoughts r urs
i look into u my mirror, d image is urs
i want to love u forever, d call is urs

A LOOK

A look into your eyes,shows d most beautiful ahead
A look at your lips ,shows d happiness to lead
A look onto your face,shows everything is best ahead
A look at u , makes me as numb as dead

I look at the way she talks nonstop
Its just starting of a long hop
I look at the smile that pops
after every thought that she drops
I look at her astound face
cant stop myself , to embrace
I look at her addled smile
thats when i want to make her mine

I look at the way she enjoys my touch
with her i will have the best brunch
I look at her ways of cajoling
which makes me keep dreaming
I look at the way she loves me
makes me feel vunerable when she miss me
I look at you ...my most beautiful mirror
see myself in you, my lover

Recession Ending Signs

Economists predict that recession could last upto 2010 with unemployment growing to 10%. The early signs of crisis ending and that consumer and business confidence coming back is the slowing of the downturn.

February job losses have significantly reduced with respect to the predicted score. Thanks to the stimulus package and slight increase in consumption. The sign seems to be positive but cannot be made sure that it will sustain.

S&P 500 to trade flat for 3 months will show that investors are more at ease with economy. While with the spikes , a rally probably wont be sustained.

Car manufacturers experiencing a 45% monthly drop compared to last year. It may take a year or two to settle those figures to 10-20%. But instead if it reaches 25-30% drop it will be a tiptoe by investors back in market.

China’s GDP should sustain to a minimum of 6% which will give a hope of inexpensive goods consumption not being dried up.

The government investment in banks should drop to a considerable level of say a rate $100 billion a month and also reduction in the big bailouts.

Pasta is a cheap meal and its revenue surged 43% now the decline in its revenue will surely be a positive indication.

1. http://www.time.com/time/business/article/0,8599,1882737,00.html

2. http://www.businessweek.com/bwdaily/dnflash/content/mar2009/db2009036_138924 .htm?chan=top+news_top+news+index+-+temp_news+%2B+analysis

3.http://www.time.com/time/specials/packages/article/0,28804,1876737_1876735_1876702,00.html

FOR HER

Its not just how she looks
I don't care how she cooks
Its not just i want to hook
she on every page of my life book

I am not one of the crooks

she is the limit of my brook
with her i am off the hook
and i know without me she is on the hook

LIKE A SEASON

Its not the words that can phrase.
The most beautiful, i ever had a gaze.
Its not just a craze.
The everlasting memories i just can't erase.

She is the chilly morning breeze.
She is the one seeing whom i freeze.
laying on maple leave , is the soothing dew of december.
hardly her gesture ,which i dont remember.

She is the summer of may.
Her warmth has everything to say.
beautiful moments which we had everyday.
To bring back i can bet my life to pay.

queen of the springs,enjoying her i see
sitting in the middle of the autumn trees
Its so cold with the autumns still on the hold.

with no sun above i am stuck in the haunting hole.

JUST A THING

Its like she owns sun shine
when she is happy
Its like she has stolen moon's beauty
when she gives a quirky smile
Its like she is a majestic star
when she is praised
Its like she has a house on clouds
when she admires the breeze around her
Its like a blooming rose
when she turns for me
Its like she is the queen of angels
when she comes in my dreams

Its like heaven on earth
when i listen the sound of my name on her lips
Its like i cannot stop thinking about her
unless my heart stops beating
Its like i cannot forget any moment with her
unless my mind is in peace forever
Its like i am numb like a lost sculpture
unless her touch,will brings me back to life.

SHE

When she turns her dimpled cheeks
for a tricky smile
I lose expression & capture every moment
in my eyes.

Beneath her glossy raven hair
there beams the hazel eye
Her slowly twitching eyelids freezes around
my sight
her questioning brows humor & bewilder
my mind
smile on her lips numbs
my eyes

MY FEELINGS

I had a little thing in my heart.
To spill it over in my lines,
I felt like a million stones hit my heart.
But then its real, i cant be apart.

I always have a dream of a part .
The part which i know cannot be my sweetheart.
I always tried to give it a dart.
But it always keep following me like an angel's cart.

In the shadow of life, sitting under a tree
which belongs to nowhere , i think of u
Dont know what caught me in the run
but still embrace me like a ship in strom

Nothing can describe the way i feel for you
But my heart ponder's every second i think of you
want to cry & need a shoulder to lean on
seem hopeless & could not move on
got no one around whom to count on.